Just One Mufucka

I need someone to depend on 

And somethin to believe in

Somethin to convince me why I’m still breathin

Blood is seethin 

I mean I’m not the best

But I thought I was decent 

At least as of recent 

I’ve been kinda beamin 

Meditating, mindin my business and workin instead or dreamin 

So what’s the reason 

I can’t find one mufucka to depend on

And nothing to believe in ?